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October 30, 2008 Summerside, PE "Scrabble Box Letter"

(Placed in Shel's journal box as she was packed and moving her stuff out to Char'town Oct 2008)

Hi Shel,
It will probably be a long time before you see this note. Placed in the scrabble game that was part of the beginning of our romance. Now tired on your part, sad old love as are the dying fall leaves now on our island's proud maples.. This game takes me right back to my "men's room" at the chimney house in Lisburn, PA in 1992 when our romantic journey together was first suggested, and started, in-fact-heart.

I had fallen in love with you that year before, at the Cuckoo's Nest restaurant in Olney, MD when you became my son's nanny-he loved you too. The innocence, the golden hair, the open heart.

What a journey! The best years of my life beyond my childhood dream at our Bucks County farm were spent with you or in the pursuit of you, post HTS. At our loving home in Arizona and even after my fall and your decision to leave me and come here to PEI. Without you I have felt lost, as you said "a ship without a rudder".This was and is true. I had not known you were my rudder, and anchor on the storm swept seas of my life. Maybe our gulf of age caught up to us, as I grey now and you blossom as a passionate mature 36 year old beauty.

Then I just walked away from everything to come to you-to try and save the preciousness. Even at this very late hour when life and breath fail, I still hope that you may know now too that we were meant to be together-always. But I can go on to what awaits cheerfully in the thought of you-always able to go home in my mind to our snuggling, loveplay, beefing, tender nibbles-our weekends in Alpine, Prescott, or Point Loma.

Perhaps this fairwell that you may never read, may carry my message of love for you into the future, as I hope my blogs , diaries, and letters will. Hlette, I will never love like this again. But I go on.Your heart held in my heart. My love of a lifetime. Our song. Please love my memory in a private moment for always. Love is for always my mother said. I shall see you after we part from this world.

your husband
JM

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